8.07.2003

im 2/3 of the way done with my hammock...mindless sewing and sitcoms are good for not thinking about stuff...i like new toothbrushes...toothbrushes make your mouth clean.....and you can breathe in through your teeth after you brush them...and your mouth feels all tingly and cool...and they don't remind me of kehb...like everything else seems to...he returned another shirt today...i left it in his laundry when i changed after last time i cut his hair...it smelled like him...and i cried...he thinks i'm over him...either that or he doesnt think... it's been a week now...sigh...Karen asked what i'm going to do tomorrow...friday...i told her i'd sit around here work on editing some video...make a few phone calls...and shower and shave...then realize i wasnt' going out and go to bed early and cry myself to sleep..