WBSERCessa

sometimes life escapes me...and i jsut seem to fall apart...for no real reason...it used to be much worse, like sever, but in a wya i alnmost prefered the old black days....i knew waht i was fighting...here, i jsut cant get motivated ad its not enough to quit over, but it seems to be too mcuh to jsut go on as though everything's fine....this time, i have the fact that a week from now, ill be at allegheny College with brian...but theres so much to do to get ready for that in the meantime...and i care i really do, but i cant seem to make myslef act like it....it's scary in a way....but it's me i guess...just who i am....oh well, i have to get up early to tackle it all so im headed to bed...i think KT's housesitting, so i have th room to myself..that'll be nice...i love alone time....