sigh

im tired and grumpy a bit....and mostly i miss brian...pretty much tha's the end of my day...i got to work with matt tonight...thtat' was nice we dont get to talk much anymore...cause he' crazy and works too much...but rarely at teh same time and job as me...so it was nice to catch up a bit...htat wa sgood...but hten brian called when i was back and we didnt really connect...i miss him....realy i wish that i coud have sat at a sound job with im for 6 hours and jsut talked and joked and caught up..i miss him....so much...the juxtaposition mkaes it worse....do you knwo what juxtaposition means...if you do please e-mail me and let me know...i have little to no faith in the human race after watching the jaywalking section of Leno tonight..."let he who is without sin, stay away form las Vegas" OYE!! Now i have to do some of the stuff i didn't do earlier today..im sucha a bad person